As many of you guys have probably noticed, I haven't uploaded anything in a while... I guess it's just because I haven't done anything worthy of uploading here! ^^'

So, instead of fretting about what my Watchers and other peeps think, I'm just going to sit back, and try to salvage what's left of my inspiration...

Therefore, I think I won't get on here as often as I usually do, or on any of my other frequenting sites I have (PureZC, Serebii, Yahoo, etc...). I feel like people are waiting for me to finish what I'm working on. It's probably my fault for building up false hype or something... I don't mean to. I just start off with such zeal, but then after a month or two, everything dies down and I'm started on my next project, with just a bit less zeal than last time. What's the problem?

My main problem is that I never finish anything! It's-- gah, frustrating!! Does anyone know how many half-baked projects and art-pieces I have sitting on my computer or in my notebook?! Too many, and I'm tired of trying to change that! So, instead, I'm going to get a new notebook so I don't have to look at all my old drawings, and I'm just going to daydream. Daydream, and not draw what it is that I dreamed. Why?

Because. Every. Single. Time. I try to draw something, it turns out just plain bad, or unfinished.

You know that quest I've been working on? I haven't even made it to the first dungeon yet! And I'm already losing interest! This obviously isn't what I'm meant to do...

It's times like these that make me wonder if I could design for a living, because I'm hardly designing on my own right now, much less for other people later in life. Although, it might be easier to design for other people, because they tell me what they want, and I make it happen... no 'real' thought behind it.

So, I think I'm going to go passion hunting... I'm going to find my passion, and write back here what I think it is.

I don't know; maybe it'll be photography, orienteering, writing, who knows? My passion could be basketball for all I know, and I'm not exactly the basketball type.

Perhaps God is helping me find His will. Maybe I just need to take a break. Whatever the reason, I'm signing off for a while.

But don't worry, I'll be back. And hopefully when I am, my life will be straightened, my destiny decided. Soul searching, I'll be, till next time. Good bye, and God bless.

~AgentLym